“I’m going through changes”. Ozzy Osbourne

This week I uncovered some of my lost soul. The part I lost through my toxic marriage. I found my love of learning, my love of self discovery, and my desire to move forward.

I have started reaching out to the universe. I have decided that I WANT to be seen. I am going to stop using certain words that will limit my self growth. I have learned that self protection is holding me back.

This is a lot, and I know that with my mental illness it won’t always be easy to put myself out there, but I am going to try my hardest to be the woman I know is inside.

I am reclaiming my power. The power I lost when I let someone take it from me. I let someone dictate who I was, how I looked, and what I did. I reclaimed a bit of it when I left that toxic relationship with my then infant daughter, but I never fully owned it again.

I am owning it now.

Recent events have made me realize just how resilient I am.

Moving forward means shedding some skin, which will be uncomfortable. Growth is uncomfortable, but I am willing to take the risk.

Am I scared? You’re fucking right I am.

If I wasn’t scared it wouldn’t be real.

One foot in front of the other.

Here I go.

One thought on “Changes

  1. Sarah Blain

    Thank you for a great read. I’m currently going through this now. I wish you all the best for your journey ahead, can’t wait to see what your future holds


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