A blank canvas.
Where there is much uncertainty in the land of Crazy Mama.
|Yep…whole lotta empty right there.|
I had what I am sure was the beginning of Knee-mageddon on Saturday where I went to stand up and something moved….something REALLY moved inside my knee.
There was pain and quite a few bad words.
When I woke up the next morning, there was a smallish lump up above my knee. I tried to show my Greg, but he SO did not want to see it.
So I moved it. Smooshed it back to where it came from…I think. Then something tried to escape on the inside of my leg from inside my knee. So, I smooshed IT back to where it came from.
I called the surgeon’s office on Monday and got an appointment for January 9th.
I figure the piece of cartilage/bone that is already in there really wants to escape, or a friend has joined it from FemurTown.
This also happened after my FitBit christening. I took over 13,000 the first day. Now I am lucky to make it to 10,000. Boo-urns. My cousin’s wife is currently kicking my BUTT.
Not that I am taking this lying down!
Because I am not. I am still goal planning with yoga, and gym stuff, and my whole life in general.
I just want to be able to plan a run. Not a big run, but a run.
And I know I will.
But back to my FitBit…
I absolutely LOVE my FitBit Flex! My Greg gave it to me for Christmas. It has a lime green band and I am absolutely enthralled.
This puppy tracks my steps, my sleep (the quality and quantity), I can also plug in my food and water on the app. I don’t know how I survived before it!!! (Well, okay, I DO, but shut up…..lol)
This is my first “device” that I have attached to my body to track anything, so I am totally biased right now. I believe that you have to find what works for you. But I just love this little guy and so enjoy having it buzz and light up when I hit 10,000 steps! So addicted!
I am still really digging into all it can do. So awesome.
Have to say, not really making any this year. Only because it really is a blank canvas for me. A lot of unknowns.
Usually, as a person with depression/anxiety, this would send me around the bend.
But for some reason. I’m okay.
I think that maybe I needed this break to realign. To get back to the other forms of fitness that compliment my running.
A crappy way to take a break, but you have to play the cards you were dealt.
So, I have begun to read The Complete Guide to Yin Yoga
I am writing down things that inspire me, so that I can share them on my blog.
I am also doing a 10 day Yoga InstaG Challenge with Erin Motz.
What has been inspiring you lately? Who has been inspiring you lately?